What you are experiencing is constituted by the light-emitting diodes in your computer monitor. You are no more listening to a human being than you are watching one speak. You are reading a series of data interactions programmed into a network of computer chips and relayed out into a server or set of servers, the machined product of mechanical man gesturing with pixels into the vortex of time.

I suggest a few quality recommendations to improve your experience, along with a couple of insights.

1) Engage in real world activities that break down digital communication barriers. The alphabet is a Western fetish, and breaks down into new territories when spoken in person. If you must communicate by way of alphabet (the technology that insured that orders of the Roman generals were followed by literate lieutenants), do so in long hand through the auspices of the mail system. That way, you create a substantial personal commodity that is not digitally wheatpasted on a series of redundant microprocessors.

2) Recall the pleasures of human interaction, the face-to-face feel of conversation, the pressing anxieties and private joys. We lack humor when we allow machines to mediate our expressions, we lack ecstasy and wonder. What we are on computers are typical consumers pecking away at the great glowing commodity of electronic syncopation that substitutes its wires for our nervous system, that builds false communities of sensation through the work of circuitry. Create a circuitry of expression with roses, delve into the empath mannerisms of colloquial interaction with a kind smile and human heartedness.

3) Understand that the demands of technocracy have demanded that we become electronic, that our speech becomes output and our understanding of external events becomes input. Humanize the dynamic with laughter and joy, break out of your pixelated shells and embrace the soft touch of human movements within the soul of being known as the self's tact.

4) The form of the internet leads to attention deficit disorder. We grasp at subjects in regular speech with weak associations or tenuous bridges. No longer do the internet-educated remain on topic, they bring in disparate subject matter intended for effect as opposed to understanding. "Effect" is a Newtonian principle since dissected from reality by the realm of quantum physics that implies the role of the observer.

5) The computerized domain enhances the role of the spectator at the expense of the participator. Unless you are sufficiently experienced in web site creation or destruction, then your participation is regulated to the form of websites and programs. This cancels out human emotions such as hatred and love. Electronically, we are canceling the human.

6) The beauty is in the streets. Computer aesthetics are as impoverished as the sensitivities of the people who program them. Consistent computer activity lends itself to an autism of the spirit.